Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away..

One wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you..

True Love

Two butterflies were in love...
One day, they decided to play Hide n Seek...

During the play.....
Boy Butterfly - "A small game within us"
Girl Butterfly - "OK"
Boy Butterfly - "The one who sits in this flower tomorrow early in
the morning.....that one loves the other one more....."
Girl Butterfly - "OK"

Next morning, the boy butterfly waits for the flower to open so that
he can sit before the girl butterfly does......

Finally, the flower opened.....
What did he see.....?????........

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.
.

The girl butterfly had died inside the flower.....

She stayed there all night......so that early in the morning......as
soon as she sees him.......she can fly to him and tell him how much she
loved him........

This is true LOVE....
Life is LOVE.......

Some chapters closed..

Some chapters closed..
Some yet to be..
Wandering aimless for sometime
To be or not to be..?

Some forgotten memories..
Some hushed up words..
Away i send them,
To fly..fly like birds..

Events of my life..
Jumbled in a collage..
The details are revealing..
Tho' misleading from far..

A thousand thoughts run in my mind
Every second they ramify.........
In and out..out n in....
I close my eyes and take a sigh..

Walking through miles together..
I see a 'haste' in every face..
Big steps no more intrigue me..
I enjoy my slow pace...

missing you

I miss you in the ordinary of everyday.. I watch you in the dying leaves which await d spring. I find u hiding in the sunlight as it paves it way from the darkest street...I watch you in the rising and the setting sun. I hear u in every song....I smell u..I remember you whenever i see my old portraits...I look for your face in the thousands of faces i come across every day... i wonder do u also think of me the way i do.."I dont cry anymore"..jus that i dint have a hearty laugh since I don't know when! Did you?

you come in my dreams..

I close my eyes oft now..
Since the time you come in my dreams..
I walk empty boulevards..
For I might find you hiding in the streets..

I don't care where the future leads..
'Coz where you'll lead, my future will be..
I don't know what heart beak means..
'Coz my heart never belonged to me..

Distance can never bleak my spirits..
you are in the zephyr, the clouds, within me..
Dearth of words is not my concern..
Your voice echoes in the quietest dream

Time can't dare to haze your memories...
For even time knows nothing..of what love means to me!!

That Day changed everything for me...

That Day changed everything for me... I withdrew myself away from EVERYONE. the entire class. i was too scared to be close to anyone ever again. I tried every day to talk about it...but it never got fine.. It can't. I have accepted the immortality of this fact.

Every day here kills me, inside. I CANNOT count on a single day that left me COMPLETELY happy n satisfied.. I can't think of one moment where I didn't feel incompleteness, a void. A dark hole.
I thought i am strong. Yes, I am strong but not enough. The way the world expects me to be. Despite being hammered for two and a half years, i am still clinging on the cliff.. Im still left broken on some unlucky days. I still have not learnt to carry a fake smile ALL THE TIME. Yes, i manage that smile for those few hours when we eat lunch together or crack some pjs or whatever...
I have not stopped cribbing and comparing my college days with school time. They are a world apart. It's like sky and earth. love and hatred. Friends and enemies. Care and indifference. Happy tears and sad tears. Family and hell. Two poles apart.

So many blogs i made..n i destroyed..but i promise myself..this one would be my home...i would nurture it like i wud nurture my family...it wud encompass...all my thoughts...i feel i should write here..becuz at times..it really feels gud to pen down ur feelings..if not anything more...

Life is indeed full of surprizes....every moment brings forth smething new...to feel abt ....to ponder about and..to learn frm..
Recollecting one of the most beautiful day of my life..wen i met this girl....in this big world..as if angel came..knocking my door.....and gave me sm new reasons to smile...i have met many ppl all wonderful in their unique ways..but there is smthing so eerie and mystic abt this girl..i met...in my institution...and whenever i think abt her..it gives me peace..........nothing but peace..like the peace u feel watching the beautiful sunset..sitting by the rock..the cool waves..touching ur feet......and u feeling the vast ocean...u cn actually think hw deep it is...when the high tides......rise......it is so picturesque.....nature has always intrigued me....i love spendin time with it..i love watchin tiny birds..n iridescent fresh flowers..the same way i love seeing her smile...blush....talk...fight....umm..everything about her..gives me inexplicable tranquillity.......thats the beauty of her.....she is a moonlight.....which nt only soothes the hearts..around bt shows da way wen nite falls....
thanks dear..

nthng

I sit alone staring at the sky..
Looking through the brightest star...
enjoying its warmth so much...
Even if it is up that far..

I close my eyes..
and search for my strength..
I open them...
Once again totally drenched..

I stir my soul ..
deep inside
I hug that star and place it beside.

I recall her words..
I remember her smile..
Once again i lighten up
as she brightens my life..

She takes me so far frm the land of pain.
She wipes my every tear
and says u dnt need anyone
till the time I'm near.

She brings my whole world together..
wen its totally apart...
coz shes my only world..
the end and the START..:-)

Agar nai de sakte pyar to na do..
mujhe apni nafrat ka hiii sansaar de do..

de nai sakte agar hothon par muskaan..
to ankho me aansu ki bahar de do...

nai maangte tumse koi aasha..koi sapna..
bas jeevan ke antim pal me..
apne hone ka ehsas dedo..

jo bhi tumse ye dil payega..
vo sab mujhe sweekar hoga...
bas is bevajah si guzarti zindagi ko..
tum ek jeene ka adhar de do..

agar nai de sakte pyar to na do..
mujhe apni nafrat ka hi sansaar de do...

LOVE

“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”